(Yes, it’s been a while since I did regular posts. I’ve just been doing the usual – Unwinding after River City Sparkle (Don’t worry – The long-promised post of my night, and the following morning – will be on its way soon! Really!), catching up on Lord Of The Rings (Playing the online multiplayer role playing game, as well as re-watching the extended editions of the Peter Jackson film trilogy.), and, of course – Getting back into the job search. Normal broadcasting is resuming, because… Well… This blog is more or less about me chronicling my journey.)
This one is about a dream I had this morning, and frankly, any nights’ sleep where I remember my dreams is a good sleep, indeed…
“Finally, A Decent Dream…” – …Or at least one of the few en femme dreams I remember, given my “catnap” amount of sleep I had last “night” (At least I was up before noon. ^_^; )
Obviously, in the dream, I’m still working on presenting myself, and getting comfortable around other girls. This is, indeed, like my second adolescence. In some ways, I am feeling like I’m 15 or 16 years old again, but not like I was in boy-mode. Maybe that’s a good thing for me. Ironically, my Halloween costume I’m hoping to debut this year at the River City Gems Halloween party is a schoolgirl outfit, in the style of Anne Hathaway from The Princess Diaries.
My voice isn’t perfect, but what I wear has an effect on me. In boy-mode, I normally gravitate towards keying my voice downward, especially at the ends of sentences, usually trying for the lower end of the high register male voice I was gifted with. However, when I’m dressed up, I’m more soft-spoken, I don’t have to push it, I just go with it, and what feels naturally.