Has it really been over a year since I last made a post here. Indeed, it has… A year, and four days, to be exact.
There’s been some minor changes around here. (Disabling some behind-the-scenes stuff to harden the security of this site, and nail shut any potential vulnerabilities, and purging anything that looks out of place. I wasn’t born yesterday when it comes to web site administration duties.
The major change is… almost one year ago, I lost someone very important to me — My mother.
Linda, who did catch me quite a few times growing up, and whom knew something was up, though I never had the chance to officially come out to her, in a way, I did, by way of my sister. It’s kind of ironic that what is now my bedroom was hers in the house where I’m living out the rest of my life for now. I’d like to think she’s visiting me in my dreams, and is happy that I’m getting out more, and continuing on with my life, though I’ll miss her for the rest of my life.
It’s an empty house without her. I’m glad I have my cat, Lola, here, to keep me somewhat grounded, and my sister and her husband, both of them knowing about me, of course. Perhaps one day I’ll let their son know… He’s still quite young, he is the high point of my life, but I like to think he knows something, even if he doesn’t realize it. He smiles at me a lot. He even shares my mother’s birthday. Yes, he knows about his “noni,” and why she’s no longer here, though they had a handful of years together. One couldn’t ask for a better grandmother.
So, life goes on, and I’m still here. I’ll add new content, though I can’t guarantee how often, or how soon, but I’m committed to this site, regardless.
I am "29 and holding," (I refuse to act my age!) I'm a semi-closeted tgirl, and it seems I'm finding a lot of people out there like me. (Just more adventurous, experienced, and so on and so forth.) ^_^; - I guess this *is* my much-celebrated "mid-life crisis."
I used to live in the Dark Center Of The Universe, a.k.a. somewhere in the middle of California. Forgive me if I'm not too generous with details right now. Let's just say that not too many people out there know about me. (Not even close family or friends. I'm nowhere near ready for coming out as of yet.)
'm a "part time" girl, having crossdressed on and off for over 25 years, still semi-closeted, but making gradual progress, especially in the last few years.
For the longest part of my life, it's always been something I've been ashamed of, due to my being caught by my parents quite a few times in my teens, but the urges have never went away. Fortunately, through making contact with others on the internet, and exploring online resources, I've started to come to terms with discovering who I am, and realizing it's not something to be ashamed of, and more importantly, that I'm not alone.
I've made a few contacts and friends out there, and am making progress bit by bit, getting more courageous, but always working on my image, confidence, outfits, and appearance. I still consider myself not quite passable, or ready for prime time, but the important thing is that a door was reopened to me that I thought was closed forever.
I've dedicated the rest of my life to finding out who I am, and learning to love and accept myself, no matter what the outcome. Given enough time and support from others, I'm sure I'll blossom quite well.
My guiding principle is - "It's My Time To Shine."
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